Strange Yet True

In the sheer moment of fear and anxiety I get this clear revelation of what do I want in life. As always, to live amidst the green near clear waters, where I would get to pick the trashes, especially plastic, to remove every possible last bit from the earth. To let the nature be herself, and to destroy the plastic wastes without causing a single damage to the air, water and soil. Ever since ‘Aathi’ this is the inner most dream in me. The days in which I read it; heavy monsoons of 2013, it was as if the world in the novel and the world around me merged together to form a rainy, dark, green, isolated safe space. Because those days where linked to someone, the entire experience of the novel and my innate dream was heavily loaded with his presence in it. May be that is why later it became very difficult for me to go back to that space and I kept running behind things which were physically and emotionally far away. I think it is time to finally go back or rather arrive at my dream home, this time all by myself and with the glimpse of a tiny peaceful future which will deeply revive me.

A strange life goal or rather dream this is, I know. But it is the most fulfilling one. What else would anyone ever want?!