Have you ever experienced this?
Moments of flashbacks! An event in the present suddenly evokes a far corner in your memory. Sometimes it is a bitter recall; sometimes fearful, confused, or even a sweet one. I have felt many at a times like I have seen this moment earlier, exactly the way it is happening right now. Nobody gets it when I try to explain this phenomena. It could be the mind, running hundred loops at a time and making probable outcomes of a near future although I have no scientific evidence for that. Sometimes it is a connection made between the evoked memory and the present moment. For me it happened yesterday, only to find myself trying to stack the moment on to a bitter one from the past, trying to reassert the label, once again. This is our mind playing tricks. It has a lot of stuffs taken out of context and put on to the walls like trophies, of tragedies, majorly in my case. For years my experiences were reasserted on to the same stack of trophies, completely altering my perceived reality. Oh, I have tried plenty to shatter the wall with chaos and hurricanes. Literally it felt like walking on the broken glasses barefoot. Literally it felt like scribbling a fresh chapter with a sharp glass piece piercing the flesh again and again.
It does not hurt a lot anymore, but when did the wall break? completely? I do not know. Which part is left and what all needs to be rewritten? I do not know. How time flies! Life has become surprising nowadays, with no major past references, how cool!



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